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[13 Apr 2009|09:29am] |
So I go through another dry spell. Apparently the shortest one ever because now I've got this?
What am I getting myself into...
P.S. I love diner trips with Diva, even though she makes me want to eat more lol
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[09 Apr 2009|01:12am] |
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This could be the staaaaarrrrrtttt.....
Please feel free to finish the line. Or make up your own words. That's always more fun :)
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[04 Apr 2009|07:49am] |
I feel so discombobulated and uncomfortable right now.
What the hell happened to make me feel wrong in my own skin?
I'm going to bartending school. I'm making the call today.
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[31 Mar 2009|12:04pm] |
I feel drained. And totally empty.
I want to quit my job and wait tables. I'd be totally happy with that.
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[07 Feb 2009|05:42pm] |
Oh my Lord. I haven't updated this thing in months. It seems almost blasphemous.
Oops. And I realized I can't really update it now since I have to leave in like 20 minutes for 42nd Street. Which is closing tomorrow.
I'll probably post tonight and update everything thats been going on.
Mmkaybye.
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[09 Jan 2009|10:10am] |
Why do I feel like the bandwagon left without me?
Whatever. Go have your fun. I'll just jump on a different one. You can't keep me down.
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[03 Jan 2009|10:46pm] |
I am so fucking horny i think im going to explode.
There I said it.
What are you gonna do about it?
...i could say so many things right now...
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[27 Dec 2008|12:59pm] |
Ahhhh Bleach. My obsession with you never ceases to amazie me.
I now have an idea for a third tattoo. And I'm going with my mother to get my second while she gets her first. I love life.
I love being able to help people. And being able to be there for someone.
I really enjoy telling people the truth. And what I really think. I come off as quite an asshole as of late, but honestly, I enjoy seeing shock in people's faces when I tell them what everyone else is afraid to. And while they may be pissed at me for a few minutes, I really think I'm helping them out. I promise I'm not trying to be a dick. I just have this need to eradicate the necessity for people to talk behind eachothers backs.
Starting with myself. If you want to know what I think of you, just ask. I can't promise that you'll enjoy all of it, but everyone has something great to show. And please, by all means, if I do something wrong, don't sit there and tell me everythings fine. I won't be offended. I enjoy a good dose of reality, and if I'm doing something stupid, I'd rather you tell me so I can fix it, rather than keep doing it and have people talk about how ridiculous I look (even though I know I look ridiculous most of the time anyway :P).
I guess subconsciously I'm fishing for something. I want someone to tell me I'm doing something wrong because I feel like I am doing something wrong. I feel like I'm always wrong or at fault or always to blame, and I guess I'm looking for someone to tell me I'm right so I don't have this nagging feeling in my gut that it's my fault.
Psychology is totally fucked up.
But I love it.
And I'm pretty good at it.
I think I might switch my major again.
I can't wait to see Lauraaaaaaaaaa.
In The Heights was incredible.
Christmas went really well. Yay $2000 keyboard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love random ridiculous updates.
Love me.
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[18 Dec 2008|05:28pm] |
What. The. Fuck.
Mr. A?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
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[06 Dec 2008|01:42am] |
And I think to myself...what a wonderful world :)
And yes, I really am that gay that I would quote the most cliche song of life.
Judge away. You won't get me down :)
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[04 Dec 2008|09:55am] |
Really?
4 straight vodka martinis in a half an hour?
I am SO done with you.
I'm looking for an apartment. Who wants to come live with me.
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[26 Nov 2008|11:06pm] |
That was absolutely ridiculously overdramatic and stupid.
Like im still in awe.
And thank you God for giving me Laura, who knows how to talk to me.
Love.
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[24 Nov 2008|11:34pm] |
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Michael: "When Maksim dances, I just wanna dance along with him."
Laura: "When James Franco takes off his clothes, I take mine off with him."
Mason: "......Scarlett Johansen is cute..."
Such is life.
Oh. And I wrote two songs with Mason. The End.
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[23 Nov 2008|11:22am] |
I kissed a Broadway star.
Who told me that if I'm ever in the city that we need to see each other.
I'm floating on a cloud.
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[20 Nov 2008|11:28pm] |
Im determined to lose weight. I want to get my body into good shape. It'll help me not only in auditions (which totally typecast despite what anyone says), but itll help me gain a lot more confidence in myself. If I think I look good, then Ill probably look good to other people.
If I can lose 25 lbs by summer, ill be totally happy.
I can do it.
I just need a kickstart. Something to start me off. So I dont feel like this is another lost cause already.
Look out world. I plan on being hot.
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[16 Nov 2008|11:33am] |
Im obsessed with Songs for A New World.
Obsessed.
And yesterday reminded me why I was choosing to do the things Im doing with my life. Why I do what I do. Why I live how I live.
I had fun at work. I fucking LOVED seeing my playbeagle, since I havent seen her on stage since Beauty and the Beast with me (A side note, i was INCREDIBLY jealous that I wasnt able to share the stage with her). And just seeing her sing her heart out made me totally content with my life. And then on top of that, I had the longest conversation Ive had with Sara in months, and she just seemed so...back to normal in a sense. Like nothing had changed and her life wasnt consumed by everything she does at school. I missed her so much. And THEN I had probably the most amazing show Ive ever had in my life. My voice was back, I belted the SHIT out of Tom Dick or Harry, and i just...clicked. Everything was just so right yesterday.
And Im still feeling the high from it.
On top of that, Laura, lets discuss this apartment situation. My parents are a go :)
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[08 Nov 2008|12:45pm] |
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Actions definitely speak louder than words.
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[04 Nov 2008|11:07pm] |
Ladies and Gentleman, we have a black president.
OBAMARAMAAAAAA
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[04 Nov 2008|09:05am] |
I just contributed to the democratic process.
Its such a small thing, but i feel so accomplished!
And despite me being retarded, I really did miss Diva and Andy.
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[01 Nov 2008|06:04pm] |
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baby pictures on my myspace if anyone wants to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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